Friday, December 29, 2006
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
If I find...
Arrived home safely this evening. I appreciate your prayers. It was a splendid time with my mom. We had several worthwhile conversations for which I am tremendously grateful.
Something to contemplate:
If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world. CS Lewis
Monday, December 25, 2006
Christmas Day
The long awaited day is finally here. We are able to celebrate the birth of our Savior, our Emmanuel, our God with us.
Until this year, I never really thought much of the advent season. This seems ridiculous to me now because it is so important. I knew that the reason for Christmas was to give Christ laud for being God incarnate. However, I forgot about how we must eagerly await His second advent, or coming.
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Friday, December 22, 2006
NC
I've arrived in North Carolina safely. It's nice to spend some time with my mom, grandparents and aunt and uncle. It's just nice to have a few days off work.
The trip was extremely uneventful (which is a positive thing). It was pretty much stress free. I woke up at 5:30 this morning and left Etown by 6am. I arrived here in Greenville, NC at about 1:30 or so.
Please pray for:
1. Enjoyable, relaxing and encouraging time with my mom
2. Extended time in the Word
3. God to use me to serve those with whom I come in contact
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Praise!
Praise God! Through talking with the graduate school I found out that I missed the deadline to apply to the Master of Arts program. However, there is a short form I filled out which allows me to take a class as a "non-degree" student. I'll officially apply to the Marriage and Family program at a later date.
I have the syllabus in my position :o)! I will be taking a Biblical Counseling Orientation from 5:30-10:00pm on the following dates: Jan. 19, 26; Feb. 9, 23; Mar. 9, 23; Apr. 13, 27.
Thanks for all your prayers!
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Grad School
The main parts of this are:
* Description of personal relationship with Jesus Christ
* Developments in spiritual growth
* Interaction with the College's Statement of Faith
* Expression of long-range ministry goals, including the rationale for enrollment in graduate studies
Please pray for me as I seek our Savior in regards to this amazing opportunity.
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Monday, December 11, 2006
:o)
Monday, December 04, 2006
If you could do anything and you knew you couldn't fail...
What else would I do? Grad school is one. Just today I thought about learning how to write a book. Not sure if graduate school is the place to do this, but it just came into my mind.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Cell phone decision
I've learned to now do ths with every aspect of my budget and I'm still learning and praising Him for what He's teaching me.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Early in the morning...
Also, I'm going to start working from 7am-9am as baker and then 9:30-5:30 in the snack shop. This way I'm not so rushed and I can enjoy my jobs more. This makes it even more important for me to wake up earlier.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Am I willing?
I've mentioned that I'm debating about whether or not to give up my cell phone at the end of this month. The main reason to keep it would be so that I am available to the teens in my small group.
If I'm honest with myself, this is just an excuse that is covering up the fact that I want the convenience of having it. I lived without it for many years. I know It's helpful, but I certainly don't need it.
So Lord, I'm willing!
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Monday, November 20, 2006
What I want... when I want it...
It affects my relationship with God. I'm learning how to combat this way of thinking through meditating on Scripture and journaling. I'm able to see faulty thinking when I put it up against what God says in His Word.
Please pray with me and challenge me when you see me falling back into this way of thinking. Thanks!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Breakthrough!
Thanks for your prayers for the retreat. My co-leader and I had a wonderful time developing closer friendships and trust with the guys of my small group. We were challenged to find out where we are in our journey with Christ and to live our lives more fully for Him. My guys were really open Saturday night and I'm extremely excited to see how God's going to use them to further His kingdom and His work.
One of the biggest things is that I want to live out what I'm preaching and teaching. When I was in 9th grade (the age that my guys are), I went through the motions of the Christian faith. However, through a similar retreat God captured my heart to help me start to make my faith my own. I'm praying for wisdom on how to help my guys do that.
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Friday, November 10, 2006
Summit Lake
3 Prayer requests
1. God would challenge the teens in my small group to more fully live for Christ through this weekend. Pray also that as leaders we would be an good example for what it means to live for Him.
2. Pray that my conversations to go deeper with the teens and other leaders.
3. That I would get up at 6am to spend time alone with God before the teens wake up. This will help me be more intune with what God would have me share with the teens.
Thanks for your prayers and I look forward to reporting about lives changed for Christ.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
One question answered :o)!
Thanks for your prayers!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
More questions???!???
Lord God, where are You leading and directing me?
YOUTH MINISTRY
What is my role in youth ministry?
Why do I have a Bible degree?
What would a Master's degree help me accomplish other than enabling me to have another degree?
Am I going to be able to spend the next four years of my life with my current small group of teens?
COFFEEHOUSE/COFFEE
What is this passion for coffee all about?
Why did I get so much fulfillment from working at the Harbour?
MONEY
I want to sit down with someone else and really hammer out where I could save some more money and live on less.
Is my goal to be debt free by my 30th birthday realistic? or reasonable?
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Monday, November 06, 2006
Bye bye cell phone revisted
I've decided to get rid of my cell phone. So starting Dec 1st I can be reached on my land line phone. I know it's crazy, but it's what I need to do right now. :o)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Passion
What are my latest thoughts?
1. God has placed a passion and love for youth ministry in my heart.
2. God has made it clear that I need to hammer out my debt issue and take care of it. First of all I need $1000.00 in the bank as an emergency fund and I'm no closer than I was 2 months ago. This must change ASAP!
3. I am passionate about coffee :o)
4. I need $400/month extra to help me accomplish my financial goals
5. Meeting with people to talk about this is important, but I need to do something about what I am learning.
6. What price am I willing to pay to completely follow the Father's purposes for my life?
7. How can I stand up for the "least of these"?
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Wow! Overflowing repost
I decided to repost this, but take off what I'm thinking careerwise for now. This is from last weekend and the things God taught me.
Wow! What a weekend. I enjoy spending time with people. However, this weekend I needed a break from the busyness of work to practice the discipline of solitude. God blessed me with a "mini-vacation." I found that God has blessed me so much today and this weekend that I wanted to share it with others. I was overflowing and just had to share what God's been teaching me.
1. Who I am becoming as a man of God is important and not my job title
2. God has clearly shown me that my ideas need to be measured against what God's Word says and then asking a few trusted advisors is extremely helpful.
3. God has blessed me so much and therefore I want to be a blessing to others. This can be as simple as a short note or a quick phone call.
4. Even though life has not been easy for me by an stretch of the imagination, God has taught me more about Himself through these times than I ever would have otherwise. In other words, if life had been easy I wouldn't have learn these crucial lessons.
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Ricketts Glen State Park
Saturday morning I woke up at 7am to go hiking with my dad at Ricketts Glen. It was an encouraging and challenging time. My dad enjoys hiking and I wanted to spend a significant portion of Saturday doing life together. My favorite fall was Ganoga-Falls. (Picture care of a Google
Search).
I can't think of a better way to spend my Saturday morning and afternoon. I praise God for this time of encouragement.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Not Yet...
Monday, October 23, 2006
Another ?
How does spending my summer in Russia impact getting out of debt by September 2010?
In other words... is it wise to go to Russia and lose a summer where I could potentially make more money to get out of debt quicker? How do these two things work together?
I'm asking God "Am I trying to make this Russia trip happen or is it You placing it in my heart?" If it's me then I want to stay in the States serving Him here and wait for Russia. I want it in His timing....
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Different Framework
Thursday, October 12, 2006
The Little Things
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Monday, October 09, 2006
Mentor cont.
I've been praying about finding an older and wiser mentor since Sept 24th. I wrote a letter tonight to my potential mentor and dropped it off at the post office. Please pray for wisdom for this man and for me. This is huge request and could have tremendous benefits for both of us. Thanks for your prayers! :o)!
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Airplane and Helicopter ride
Wow! This weekend was so relaxing and enjoyable. Saturday I was able to get my laundry done, read some of As Iron Sharpens Iron by Howard Hendricks, listen to a few sermons and journal a lot.
To top my weekend off I was was able to ride in a missionary Airplane and Helicopter. The best part was the Helicopter because I was able to sit in the front. We were going 110 MPH and when you are flying it doesn't seem that fast. It was amazing though to see exactly the kind of airplanes etc that they use to land in the jungle. Needless to say, it was an exciting adventure! :o)!
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
God's many blessings
God gave me an incredible opportunity tonight to share with my youth group about my parents divorce. It was difficult to share since it is so fresh. I pray that at least one person was impacted by the words that I said tonight. My prayer is that God would use the pain in my life to further His kingdom.
In my life group I shared that I was angry with God and my parents. Fortunately, I've worked through some of that and now I've forgiven God. I've also managed to choose to forgive my parents for the hurt they've caused in my life. (This has been a process for sure). The hardest part was forgiving my mom for leaving. It is only by God's grace that I am where I am today and that I haven't completely freaked out, but that I'm closer to God through all these difficult times.
The biggest thing that helped me process everything has been journaling and getting my feelings down on paper (or in blog format). I look forward to the day when I am able to put my thoughts and feelings down in a book format.
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
Mentors
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
God will finish
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Memorizing Scripture
So why haven't I memorized Scipture very often?
1. It hasn't been a priority of mine
2. It's hard
Should I? Absolutely!
Here's my paraphrase of an article that was sent to me by John Piper. (Ok, now I'm obsesed with what John Piper says, but he's making me think in deeper ways... :o)!)
First of all memorizing Scripture helps me become more like Christ. If I'm thinking about His Words and what He has to say I will know Christ more intimately (1 Samuel 3:21). Second, I will be able to have victory over sin in my life. Sin will no longer have the same appeal as before (Psalm 119:9, 11). Third, more frequently Scripture will come to mind so we can encourage and counsel others (Proverbs 25:11). Fourth, more opportunities will present themselves for me to share Christ's love and His Good News to people who don't know Christ (at least we'll be more likely to see those opportunities). Fifith, through constantly thinking and mulling over His qualities we will have more opportunities to relate to Him more clearly.
Would you guys keep me accountable to start memorizing a Scritpure verse a week? Thanks!
I'm goinig to use this website to start memorizing Scripture.
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
I'm emotionally tired and worn out
Wow... this has been quite an emotional few months for me. I helped my mom move today. She leaves early in the morning to move to North Carolina. About a month and a half ago I talked with my mom about the possibility of her moving. Obviously I didn't want that, but I let her know that if she needed to move I support her and that God has provided some amazing friends and that He will take care of my needs. Well, now she's going to be in NC and I'll be 8 hours away from her. If you think of it, I'd really appreciate your prayers for a quick adjustment for both of us. We had an extremely good conversation tonight.
Father, use this time for Your glory and honor. I trust You and You alone.
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
working out
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Debt free by my 30th birthday (September 1, 2010)
God has worked in my heart so much in the past month. I have been reading and listening to Dave Ramsey http://www.daveramsey.com/. He talks about having an emergency fund of $1000. I am determined that this will happen and I'm willing to do whatever it takes. Whether that means giving up lattes, cutting back on expenses, getting a second job, selling stuff I don't use, being willing to even sell my laptop. I'm willing to do whatever it takes. Yes, that's right, if He even wants me to give up the cell phone, I'll do that if it means I'll be getting out of debt quicker... My first goal is the $1,000.00 in the bank for the rainy day fund and then I'm going to go after my personal loan with an intensity that I've never had before. Once the personal loan is paid off I'll be able to put $260 toward the student loan and that will be done in less than half the time it would have taken normally.
So Nate, where's the money going to come from? First of all, I've determined that I must get a second job to take care of this debt issue and get the emergency fund taken care of quickly.
Am I ready? Well, I'm not going to be able to do it without God's help... Father, You and You alone will provide the strength I need to truly give everything to You. Through this process help me become the man of God You want me to be. Thank You for Your faithfulness...
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
So Nate, where have you been?
I waited a whole week to post again... I did this for a few reasons. One is that if you've recently found that I have a blog that you would be able to get caught up to date. The second thing is that I've chosen a few times just not to blog even though I've accomplished those "three blogging requirements." I'm trying to find out what it means to have my life in order and not to let any single aspect take over everything else.
Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to allowing you to go through a journey with me. God has taught me more than I even realize over the past few years. I'd like to share some of it with you and allow each of you to get into my life.
If you are new to my blog please read two of my more personal postings
2. My eyes
These will allow you to get into my life and to better understand what God has allowed in my life.
I praise God for His faithfulness and I'm only sharing these things so that God receives all the glory and honor that is due to His Name.
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Everything for the Lord
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Fireflies
Yesterday I went for a walk with one of my best friends. We saw somefireflies so I thought I'd find a few pictures for all of you to enjoy.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Three blogging requirements
As you can see I've been pretty obsessed with blogging in the past week or so. I've realized that I need to balance this along with the other parts of my life. Therefore, I've come up with three things that I must do before I can blog.
1. Completely caught up with Bible reading (I'm reading the Bible in a year)
2. Have I "blogged" with God today? ie did I journal on paper yet?
3. Have I exercised and generally taken care of my physical body yet today?
This should help me keep life more balanced. Any suggestions or comments?
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Financial philosophy of debt
I've officially fallen off the deep end. About a month and a half ago or so I cut up my last credit card and closed my line of credit. I decided that I am sick of being a slave to this debt monster. I have a 109.73 payment for my student loans. This is what I call "legitimate" debt or something that is worthwhile.
I've now learned (sometimes the hard way), that I must delay gratification of always getting what I want, when I want it. Therefore, if I don't have the money, then I'm not going to buy it.
Tonight I had three options. First, I could have gone to see a movie in the theater and spent $7.50. Second, I could have gone to dinner and spent at least 7 bucks. My third option, which I took, was to go to The Harbour and get a bottomless cup of coffee for 2 bucks and support my local business.
Graduate School
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
My "Third" place
My home and work are the first two places where I spend my time. During the past two years The Harbour Coffee Shop has been my third place.
What is a third place? This site should help http://user.gru.net/domz/third.htm
I think for me The Harbour has provided a hub for me to meet people whom I would not normally interact with on a regular basis. It has also enabled me to get away from my work and home.
Where is your "third place"?
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
Return to Russia long term?

I spent three months in Russia during the summer of 2003. I believe God has given me a passion to love and serve the Russian teens. I'm not sure if this is for long-term, but I know I MUST go back. How long and when this will happen I'm not sure. I don't think that I will spend the rest of my life in Russia, but I'd like to spend another summer there.
Here's one of my favorite pictures of this trip. This is a picture of my friend Vova. When I went to Russia I knew that I needed to only bring the things that I was willing to leave. One of the biggest things I brought was my camera. I felt compelled to give this camera to Vova because I knew he could use it so much more than me.
More thoughts about Russia to follow.... Have questions? Please ask. :o)!
Coffee freak?

I truly enjoy an amazing cup of coffee. For me, it's not just the great taste I have acquired, but the wonderful conversations that I've had over a good cup of coffee. For example, through working as a barista during the past year, I've had many meaningful conversations while carefully creating an amazing beverage. For me, it's not just a cup of coffee, but rather it's an experience. It gave me great pleasure to know what drink my customer wanted before they even ask for it. Believe it or not, I have put my heart into most of the drinks I made over the last three months. I will miss not making coffee... but I'll be back.. that's a promise. Whether it's working for an independent shop, starting up my own shop, I know I'll be making incredible espresso again someday soon.... :o)!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Blog time with God
One of my goals is that before I start posting on this blog, I'm going to "blog with God" first.
The hardest thing in my life...
So what have I learned from this?
1. God allows things like this in our lives to cause us to be more conformed into His image.
2. This helps me to understand more about the pain that people have in their lives.
3. God has allowed this to happen so I can help others through difficult things.
4. Lord willing I will write a book someday
Please feel free to write or comment about this. If you've been impacted by this PLEASE email me. I'd be so happy to help!
Learning disability
For me, I think the thing that made a tremendous difference was that I did not use this weakness as an excuse for not being able to do something. I used it as a way to overcome a huge challenge not for my glory, but for God's.
Something most people don't know...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Highlight of my week

My passion during the past three months has been coffee. I have tried to learn as much as I could about being the best barista I could be. Therefore, when I have an opportunity to drive out of my way to get that "amazing latte" I'm willing to do it. I knew that even though it might take me an extra hour or two that it would be worth it. It was!
I had heard so much about Murky Coffee that I knew I just had to go there. I felt like such a dork though because after I ordered my medium latte to stay I took a picture of the art that the barista drew on my latte. Let's just say it tasted amazing. It was so nice to truly be able to enjoy the latte since I'm a professed "coffee snob."
To blog or not to blog
The question I must ask myself is "Why am I blogging in the first place?" What is my purpose? If I'm honest I really don't know the answer to that. For now, this site will probably just be "Nate's random thought's." I think the conclusion I came up with tonight is that a blog should serve the blogger and hopefully some people would be able to enjoy the contents. Am I blogging for blogging sake? More random thoughts to follow...
Thursday, June 29, 2006
beach
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Refreshing vacation
I praise God for His faithfulness!